Dick Too Big to be a Bottom? Watch Me!

Yes, I could wreck you. I would rather be wrecked.

Let us get one thing clear. My cock is thick. Thicker than average. Enough to make some men and women flinch, enough to make others beg, enough to change a mind about what a body can take.

And still… I bottom.

Not sometimes. Not secretly. Not only in a rare mood. I bottom because I love it. Because my body wants to open, not only conquer. Because there is power in being entered, especially when the world assumes I should always be the one doing the entering.

A thick cock does not make you a top. It makes you a person with a thick cock.

But Doesn’t It Hurt?

You’d think I’d want to avoid the very experience I inflict on others, stretch, pressure, burn, then that exquisite fullness. But I don’t avoid it. I crave it. Not recklessly. Not without care. I crave it because I know how to prepare for it. Because I understand the difference between pain that harms and pain that opens.

When someone is too big, especially in girth, and they rush, yes, it can hurt. Your body has limits. Your mind has thresholds. The anal canal is an elegant muscle. It doesn’t exist for punishment. It exists to be met with patience.

But here’s what no one tells you: if you listen to the body, if you meet it gently and generously, it responds. Even to something thick. Especially to something thick. There’s a moment, slow, breath-held, sacred, where the body says yes. That moment is worth everything.

My quick ritual

• Warm up elsewhere: mouth, hands, grind, breath. Let arousal soften the edges.
• Prep without shame: a quick clean if you want it, a toy that matches your mood, never a test.
• Lube early, lube again. More than you think. Silicone for glide, water-based if you want toys later.
• Crown and pause. Two breaths. Ask, are you with me.
• Angle down, not straight in. Shallow first, then a slow circle.
• Hold still inside the first inch. Let the body take you, rather than you taking the body.
• Keep words alive: stay, wait, there, more, enough, yes.

Pain that harms is a no. Stretch that opens is a yes. Learn the difference, honour it, and stop without apology when you need to.

Bottoming Isn’t About Size, It’s About Surrender

I’ve topped men with my full weight behind a single stroke, watched their bodies stammer around it. I’ve taken men whose size rivalled mine, felt them fill me like they were pouring something holy inside.

It’s not a contradiction.

It’s a commitment. A ritual. A yielding that doesn’t make me less powerful, but more present.

Bottoming is a trust act. It’s restraint and release, both. It’s not about losing control, but about choosing to give it. Letting yourself be moved, held, wrecked, not by force, but by willingness.

And sometimes, what breaks me open most is not a taller man, not a broader man, but a smaller one. A slighter frame, steady hands. The surprise of a soft voice commanding my body with complete authority. The thrill of someone who has never been told they were allowed to lead, finding their power inside me.

There is something deeply erotic about being undone by someone who has never been expected to dominate, and watching them rise into it. There is beauty in yielding to a man who has always been told he is too small, too gentle, too soft to take control… and letting him learn otherwise. Inside me.

Because size doesn’t dictate dominance. Worth does.

What the body learns when you open

Opening teaches attention. The small movements become the whole symphony. A tiny tilt changes everything. A breath placed low steadies the room. A hand at the base of the spine says more than any boast. Stillness becomes its own instrument. You feel the way arousal strokes from the inside out, and how patience turns stretch into sweetness.

Opening teaches truth. If you are not present, the body knows. If you are trying to pass a test, the body tenses. If you are here to practise care, the body believes you and answers.

Opening teaches power. Not the loud kind. The kind that comes from saying yes and meaning it, from choosing pace and depth, from guiding with hips and eyes until both of you are inside the same sentence.

Positions that flatter girth

Bodies vary. These are patterns, not laws. Try, keep what works, leave what does not.

Side lying, spooned
Shallow to start, easy to speak, easy to pause. Great for a thick crown because gravity helps, not hinders. Add a pillow between knees for space.

On top, slow seat
Let the person opening choose the angle. Circle, rock, hover. With girth, micro-movements feel like a world tour.

Modified missionary, hips lifted
A folded towel beneath the tailbone changes everything. Angle down, not straight in. Think of it as laying the key along the lock, not forcing the door.

Edge of the bed
Feet on the floor, partner bent at the waist or lying back. The stopper here is control. Enter, then place hands where they can hold you still while their body does the taking.

Shallow-deep waves
Five shallow strokes to keep blood flow and ease, then one slow deepen. Repeat. The rhythm gives the body time to say yes again and again.

Tools that help, pride intact

• Lube as a love language. Put it where you gossip. Keep it in the bedside, the bag, the shower. Reapply like it is normal, because it is.
• Condoms that actually fit. No one enjoys a strangled crown or a balloon animal. Measure once, buy what feels comfortable, call that adulthood.
• Toys as instruments. A small plug to relax, a slim vibe for the outer ring, a wand for the perineum if penetration is on pause. Tools are not a downgrade. They widen the stage.
• Towels, wipes, a soft light. Comfort is erotic. Your future self will thank you.

For the one entering a tight body

• Ask what helps and what hurts before you touch.
• Offer lube without ceremony.
• Crown and pause. Two breaths. Check in.
• Give hips to hold. Your stillness can be kinder than push.
• Match your breath to theirs.
• If they say stop, stop. If they say change, change. Treat guidance as a gift, not a critique.

For the one opening to something thick

• Set the pace. Use your hands, your breath, your eyes.
• Choose your angle. Tilt your pelvis, not your pride.
• Ask for stillness and circles and the small adjustments that make space.
• Reverse the clench on purpose.
• Stop without apology. Start again when your body invites it.
• Praise what works. Say yes out loud when you feel it. Your yes is the map.

Recovery when something goes wrong

It happens. The angle is off. The rhythm misfires. Someone pushes through a no by mistake. Stop as soon as you know. Do the simple things.

• Check the body. Are you hurt. Do we need ice, a bath, a cuddle, space.
• Say the truth without theatre. That did not work. I am scared. I am sorry.
• Choose repair that fits the people you are. A blanket and silence. A laugh once it is safe to laugh. A plan for next time.
• Carry the lesson, not the shame.

Everyone Is Worthy of Every Role

In my novel His, Theirs, Enough, Elias is smaller. Slender. Quiet. And yet he becomes the axis around which desire bends. He kneels. He submits. But he is never powerless. His body is the offering. His surrender is the storm.

And Nico? Cocky, chaotic thick dicked Nico! He bottoms for him. Not because Elias is bigger. But because Elias is right. Because he sees him. Because the way Elias worships, aches, listens… Is more commanding than any grip.

That’s what I mean when I say this:

Your worth is not in your size. It’s in your intention. Your presence. Your willingness to be undone. Or to do the undoing.

I bottom. Even though I have a thick cock. I top, too, with reverence. But the truth is, submission makes me feel alive in ways dominance never could.

It reminds me I don’t have to prove my body’s power by wielding it. I can prove it by opening. By receiving. By being still while someone else takes their rightful space inside me.

Why I still love to top

I top with reverence. I like the view, the grip, the gift of giving someone exactly what they asked for and doing it with accuracy. Topping lets me lead, protect, and write the scene with my body.

Yet submission makes me feel alive in ways dominance never could. It reminds me I do not have to prove my body’s power by wielding it. I can prove it by opening. By receiving. By being still while someone else takes their rightful space inside me.

These are not rival truths. They are two doors to the same house.

The myth of size and the truth of fit

People speak in headlines. Too big to bottom. Too small to lead. The body speaks in paragraphs. Angle. Pace. Fit. Desire. Trust. Joy. The headline gets likes. The paragraph gets you home in one piece.

Worth does not live in inches. It lives in intention, presence, accuracy, and the willingness to be undone or to do the undoing. I have been wrecked by a man with gentle hands and a quiet voice. I have been held by someone who looked at me like a person, not a project. I have watched a lover smaller than me command the room by paying attention. That is the hottest authority I know.

A scene I keep in my pocket

He is smaller. I am not. He waits while I lie on my back and breathe into my belly. He warms his hands under the tap and sets them on my hips. Warmth first, not push. He crowns and stops. I nod. He circles once. I say, there. He holds, and I feel my body open like a slow door in summer. He looks at me, not past me. He asks, are you with me. I say yes. He smiles like a secret. We take our time. I do not think about headlines for the rest of the night.

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Why I am writing this

Because too many people still think size writes the script. Because I want a room where every body can choose a role without auditioning for a stereotype. Because care is hotter than pressure. Because accuracy is sexier than myth. Because I have a thick cock and I like being entered, and I am not interested in pretending otherwise.

Yes, I could wreck you. I would rather be wrecked. My cock is thick. It is not a declaration. It is one part of a body that knows both sides of longing. To be filled. To be emptied. To be met with care.

So when someone says, ‘‘you are too big to bottom,’’ say this:

No. I am exactly the right size to know how.

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